Okay, I'm usually a though girl. But that time, tears was just came from my eyes. So, I went to the hotel's bathroom (because we can't check in to the hotel room yet) and yeah, I cried like a dumb.
So that day, we broke up. He broke my heart into million pieces.
I checked his messages over and over again (and also cried over and over again). On the next day, when I just woke up, the first thing I did was check my inbox. I actually wished that what happened yesterday was only just a dream, a bad dream. But the messages was still there...
I couldn't really use my brain right now, I couldn't concentrate in the class. My friends kept cheering me up, making me laugh and telling me to move on. But it can't be that easy, those 2 years memories are still in my head. Well the boys were teased me for a little, but I knew its just their way to make me feel better, to forget it.
I laughed, I cheered up. But only a little.
There was so many pictures of us, which I don't know what to do with: should I keep them, or just throw them away?
So, end of the words, I'm still in a heartbroken situation. Better that we break? I don't know, but he feels like that. He feels that it'll be better if we break up. And what can I do? Force him to not break our relationship? No, I don't think so.
I still love him, and I don't know when and how will this end.................. :'}
Sorry for my English, its sucks. But it'll be worse if I wrote it in Bahasa, believe me.